This makes me sad, as of monday just gone, I am no-ones muse anymore. On thursday I said goodbye to the love of my life because it was becoming just too painful to know them, knowing that I can never have them. And then, as if I wasn’t hurting enough, my best friend came to me and confessed that he has loved me for years and knowing that I can never be his hurts too much, and there was nothing to be done but say goodbye.

I think I will become a nun. I’m not religious person but atleast a relationship with God should be easier, surely?!